OOC:

My apologies for not being on more. I’m flying through season 4 and then will be 5, 6 and 7! I know I’ll be a better Sam when I’m done! LoL. So on a little now and on a lot more then! <3 Promise I am hurrying. Dying to see what happens!

moishacollins:


Tears stream down on your faceI promise you I will learn from my mistakes
And I will try to fix you


Ever since Sam had brought to the ward, no matter what doctors did, he still saw nightmares. Terrible, terrible nightmares from where he woke up from screaming and covered in cold sweat. He didn’t talk.
But there was this thing, that happened. Sam was quite sure he was seeing things, but his roommate looked exactly like Castiel. But Castiel was dead so it was impossible. That angel drowned in the lake months ago. It was impossible that he was here with him.
Or then he was really going crazy. He shouldn’t have never given in on Lucifer. This was worst kind of torment. It was alright seeing and feeling Lucifer rip him apart, but bringing his dead friends in his sight was just plain cruel.
Castiel’s ghost never really spoke to him. Just watched him with his angelic, wide eyes, looking like he was very confused. As if he knew Sam, but just couldn’t put his finger on from where or if it was just his imagination. Sam ignored him. He was just a hallucination.
But that one night, when Sam woke up screaming and nurses had given up on him, Castiel finally moved from his bed. In quiet steps he crossed the room, approaching his roommate. Sam just screamed and clutched on the sheets like he was choking on them.
Angel’s ghost’s slender frame moved next to him. Sam nearly bashed him right in the face, but for his surprise his hand didn’t pass him. Ghosts weren’t solid. He froze for a moment, eyes wide, staring at Castiel like he stared back at him. He said nothing, just laid next to him and pressed against Sam’s side, his hand pressing carefully on man’s stomach.
Sam was still motionless. His heart hammered. Castiel was warm against him. As angel relaxed and gave a stroke on Sam’s stomach, telling it was alright.
That night Sam slept for the first time in ages.

moishacollins:

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

And I will try to fix you

Ever since Sam had brought to the ward, no matter what doctors did, he still saw nightmares. Terrible, terrible nightmares from where he woke up from screaming and covered in cold sweat. He didn’t talk.

But there was this thing, that happened. Sam was quite sure he was seeing things, but his roommate looked exactly like Castiel. But Castiel was dead so it was impossible. That angel drowned in the lake months ago. It was impossible that he was here with him.

Or then he was really going crazy. He shouldn’t have never given in on Lucifer. This was worst kind of torment. It was alright seeing and feeling Lucifer rip him apart, but bringing his dead friends in his sight was just plain cruel.

Castiel’s ghost never really spoke to him. Just watched him with his angelic, wide eyes, looking like he was very confused. As if he knew Sam, but just couldn’t put his finger on from where or if it was just his imagination. Sam ignored him. He was just a hallucination.

But that one night, when Sam woke up screaming and nurses had given up on him, Castiel finally moved from his bed. In quiet steps he crossed the room, approaching his roommate. Sam just screamed and clutched on the sheets like he was choking on them.

Angel’s ghost’s slender frame moved next to him. Sam nearly bashed him right in the face, but for his surprise his hand didn’t pass him. Ghosts weren’t solid. He froze for a moment, eyes wide, staring at Castiel like he stared back at him. He said nothing, just laid next to him and pressed against Sam’s side, his hand pressing carefully on man’s stomach.

Sam was still motionless. His heart hammered. Castiel was warm against him. As angel relaxed and gave a stroke on Sam’s stomach, telling it was alright.

That night Sam slept for the first time in ages.

I found Dean and Cas.

I don’t think I can tell them what’s really going on with me though.
Dean will freak if he finds out.

darkxblackxangel replied to your post: darkxblackxangel replied to your post: *sighs* I…

…I returned from the lake, I’ve been given back my grace *ears move back nervously trying to think* And…I’m going to clean up my mess that i left behind

Wow. Sounds like a lot has happened. I’m glad you’re back Cas. Hell, I’m glad I’m back.

darkxblackxangel replied to your post: *sighs* I see Dean has found you…or more of you have found Dean…

I’m very happy I found you, Dean’s been really worried though and I tried looking for you.

Well here I am. Did I miss anything?

darkxblackxangel-deactivated201 asked: *sighs* I see Dean has found you...or more of you have found Dean...

Yeah, how are you, Cas? You don’t sound like you’re too happy to see me.

pineappledean:

*raises hand*

rambleonwinchester:

brokenwallwinchester replied to your post: Hey Dean.

I… -tilts head some- …Dean are those ears?

… Yes, Sammy. Those are ears. Long story.

Anyway, I’ve just been.. dealing with some stuff. I’m back now. -looks down- Is that… You have a tail too…?